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i'm hightailing it out of here. [02 Aug 2003|08:50pm]
[ mood | moody ]

from now on, i'm going to be writing in my blog on my website.

down the road that leads to nowhere

::waves:: i'll come back to say hello.

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my little needle [30 Jul 2003|11:06am]
[ mood | worried ]

I'll come down to get you high
Or maybe sing you a lullabye
Sing you to sleep - a sleep you'll never wake from
Sing you to coma so to speak

When I fall down I'll fall apart
Trade in my bike for a shopping cart
and beg change from a world that needs some
like I need someone
So where are you my little needle?
The stack's been burned away
But I'm so inebriated that I cannot see
three feet in front of me
Between the moon and you, lunacy is setting in

Lately I've been feeling dead inside
Like my guts have dried up and died
But every night I water them back to life
yeah every night I water them back to life

When I fall down I'll fall apart
Trade in my bike for a shopping cart
and beg change from a world that needs some
I'm tired of sleeping alone
So where are you my little needle?
The stack's been burned away
But I'm so inebriated that I cannot see
three feet in front of me
Between the moon and you, lunacy is setting in

-alkaline trio

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[26 Jul 2003|07:30pm]
[ mood | mischievous ]

wow i got alot of stuff. alot alot alot. like whoa. i got 2 t-shirts, 2 tank tops, 2 pairs of jeans, sneakers, a magnetic picture frame and highlighters.

and hernando is four hours from boca raton. boo.

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bathroom girl [25 Jul 2003|10:57pm]
[ mood | artsy ]

i'm surprised that i can be a real babe when i tryCollapse )
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the walrus [25 Jul 2003|12:08pm]
[ mood | mellow ]

i hate fake celebrity diaries, they make me sad. i found four beatle ones, they just completely shit on them. i guess it's whatever makes them happy, but there must be more to life then posing as two dead guys, one guy who thinks he cant paint and the other best drummer on earth. (keith moon is the first best)

oh boy, anne murray is coming to town. lets go rock out at merrill auditorium.

i'm going to the lake with kim. i'm in need of getting the hell out, so that'll be nice. sometime later i'm going to walmart to pick up the straightener and some reprints of some pictures i took on the digi cam. i have a nice one of mike on there. :) ahh. yay.

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i always get the linty end of the lolly [24 Jul 2003|09:40pm]
[ mood | apathetic ]

i'm reading a book a day, lately. is it healthy? i think it just proves that i have no life.
i need a new look. my hair has been in a fucking messy bun since sixth grade. i'm buying a straigtening iron tommorow, and the second i lose enough weight as to not look like a cow with short hair, i'm getting it cut. i'll straighten it all out so it doesnt look like a fro. it's going to be marvelous, but until then i will be long and hopefully straightened.


i'm highly disillusioned with people who claim to be friends. the only person here who truly acts like she gives a fuck about me is kimmie. i told her that, and she seemed pleased. people have told me they care, but they are only proving what they have proven time and time again: that they are positively full of shit.

website time.

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stroll around the grounds until you feel at home.. [23 Jul 2003|10:50pm]
i think my dad is dying, he's coughing up a lung. damn cancer sticks.

it's been sort of a boring day, my body is begining to react to the lack of sugar. i fell asleep this afternoon on the couch, and then woke up..sort of. it was like it took my brain another 30 minutes to catch up to my body. i felt dead.

and i went school shopping. zombified. i got some good stuff, im looking forward to going back. alot. i miss seeing mike everyday, i'm still not used to my visitation rights. (haha, or lackthereof.)

lookie what i got !

jeansCollapse )

unfortunately, i saw a bunch of stuff i wantCollapse )

and have to save almost all the money i make this summer doing irregular cleaning jobs. I have 2 coming right up. Count em, 2. how exciting, i'm really rolling in the dough. [sigh] i still flip off the mean ice cream store in which i was supposed to work, and wish my would be boss who screwed me out of my job that her ass gets 20 inches wider than it already is.

i'm a nice girl, honest.

and i need something to do.
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it's relevant [22 Jul 2003|11:18pm]
Happy Deathday!
Your name:skycantfall
You will die on:Monday, July 1, 2024
You will die of:Stabbing
Created by Quill
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oh dear [22 Jul 2003|09:25pm]
[ mood | busy ]

you manage to get through your own issues, then you end up holding someone else's hand through there own.

but i really dont mind.

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you wont understand. [22 Jul 2003|07:46pm]
[ mood | hungry ]

I am 28% Metal Head

Most other metal-heads acknowledge my presence, but they laugh at me behind my back. Maybe I need to stop spending all that money on haircuts and invest in a few Pantera T-shirts.

Take the Metal Head Test at fuali.com

..it's all his fault! ahh !!!!

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yip yip yip yip yip yip yip AHAH, AHAH! [22 Jul 2003|09:19am]
[ mood | pensive ]

i love sesame street.
but the street is different than it used to be [frowns]

i had fun yesterday. oh yes. it was nice to be with mike...or, more than. my mom kind of...yeah was a tired upset mom by the time we brought him home because dad had been dumb and mike was acting kind of stupid. it's immaturity, but she takes it right to heart. -_-

17 is the number of the day.
baby bear's family is having a baby...^_^

i'm going to do some arty stuff today...cheers!

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[21 Jul 2003|12:24pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

i am an hour and a half i will be seeing mike ::happy::
but i feel chubby. >_

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any way you want it [20 Jul 2003|09:44pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

i'm tired of people and their shit. >.<

but i am very excited, as i am seeing mike tommorow...
he's going to be here at one, so i have a ton to do, such as personal hygiene improving and household chores.
OH and starting the "vintage" weight watcher's diet that my mum did in the 80's. she swears by it.
So i'll try it out.

there is an ache on the far right side of my forehead.

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coooll! [16 Jul 2003|11:42pm]
[ mood | awake ]

Transgender Barbie
You're Transgender Barbie! You're well, there's no
way to describe you. Pick a sex and stay with

If You Were A Barbie, Which Messed Up Version Would You Be?
brought to you by Quizilla

heh heh.

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yes! [16 Jul 2003|11:16pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]

pilfered from le_rationale

if i were a month i would be: september
if i were a day of the week i would be: monday
if i were a time i would be: 3 am
if i were a planet i would be: mercury
if i were a sea animal i would be: a seal
if i were a direction i would be: southwest
if i were a piece of furniture i would be: an antique settee
if i were a sin i would be: lust
if i were a historical figure i would be: keith moon. historical and hysterical enough for me.
if i were a liquid i would be: lighter fluid
if i were a tree, i would be: flowering crab
if i were a flower/plant, cherry blossoms.
if i were a kind of weather, i would be: sunshower
if i were a musical instrument, i would be: a drumkit
if i were an animal, i would be: a rabbit.
if i were a color, i would be: burgundy
if i were a vegetable, i would be: asparagus
if i were a sound, i would be: a sniffle
if i were an element, i would be: earth.
if i were a car, i would be: a '68 ford fairlane.
if i were a song, i would be: eau de bedroom dancing by le tigre
if i were a book, i would be written by: salinger
if I were a cd, it would be heard by: a 16 year old girl in new zealand raised into a working class family
if i were a food, i would be: garlic bread
if i were a place, i would be: a giant white room with a giant white bed with a giant white down comforter
if i were a material, i would be: ripstop nylon
if i were a taste, i would be: aqquired.
if i were a scent, i would be: grapefruit and gasoline
if i were a word, i would be: brutal
if i were an object, i would be: a camera
if i were a body part i would be: the aorta
if i were a facial expression i would be: half smiling
if i were a cartoon character i would be: mr. peabody
if i were a shape i would be a: a sphere
if i were a number i would be: 205

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he says to me: [16 Jul 2003|10:58pm]
[ mood | productive ]

i wish i could dream about him every single solitary night.
[sigh] maybe i'd see him more.

it's been a really strange day. i've been so much hornier than usual. probably people noticed.
oh boy.
I bet you can tell by the new LJ icon
[straightens halo... quickly.. ]

my back and bum aches from this computer chair.. im going to sit in it one day and it's just going to colapse underneith me. i gained a pound, all that latenight binging when mummy isnt looking isnt paying off at all. oh well, no more. But i'm feeling cool though, because im going to storyland saturday with patrick. i havent been for about four years, and it'll be a romp through pre-adolescence days that is very much so needed..it's like the antithesis of jaded.

i'm excited.

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goofy kids. [15 Jul 2003|08:31pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

this rules ass: gay or eurotrash?

Mitchy is being all...gah! so is my dad. i earned some money, although i dont know if i'll get it, since dad is being "gah". I mowed the lawn. I guess mitchy and I are getting together friday. woo-hah! I think he cheered up a bit.

silly mitchellCollapse )

so..tommorow entails nothing, except curves which i got out of today. and maybe a nice telephone call to the only person i talk to on the telephone.

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[15 Jul 2003|03:42pm]
i bought bridget jones' diary for 3 dollars. i am so excited, i am drinking raspberry selzer water and my momma bought me this. isnt she swell?

i am happy, although my tummy aches because i pulled a few muscles under my ribs..woe is moi. i am still on happy high from yesterday with mike. Even if people send me silly AIM chain letters. they should be kicked, those who make chain letter AIM messages..


my birthday needs to be tommorowCollapse )

hurrah. i need a job.
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8 days a week [14 Jul 2003|11:53pm]
[ mood | hungry ]

people might say im jealous. in fact, i know they would. But it's awful funny how people can say things (positive things about people, that could only apply to something once. IE: I had the best day of my life with so-and-so) and then say them again about someone else. I read this, and I think that maybe i've really been bumped out. like the memory of me must be dead.


perhaps this is a good thing. yes, it is a good thing.
Know what's better? NOT READING EX PEOPLE'S ONLINE JOURNALS. It's the smart thing to do.
God i'm retarded sometimes.

now onto the good fuzzy feelings: mike showed up here an hour early. i was INCREDIBLY glad to see him, since it had been 8 days..nothing's the same without him here. But since he was so early, i had just gotten out of the shower, just dressed, my hair was messed up, my makeup wasnt on and my teeth werent brushed. I was arguing with my mother about something and he shows up at my door, and i'm trying to clean the living room up. it was hillarious. i felt like the ultimate homemaking superwoman today. i cleaned, i made my man dinner. (hahaha!) he had taken me to see a movie (my choice too!! 28 days later...goood movie, not scary but excellent in the tradition of Trainspotting meets zombies) so i would be wonderful and cook. it was wonderful, it was french bread pizza...mmmm. 2.5 minutes in the microwave and 6 in the oven. i am a domestic goddess, am i not? :p

i am STARVED. silly abby.

courtney got me this LJ code. How excellent is she? extremely.

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